I don't want a lot for Christmas

So, it's that time of year. The absolute best time in my opinion. This year, though, the Christmas music, decorations, and gingerbread lattes have me more excited to go home than anything else!

As of today, I have exactly 9 days until I will be on American soil once again. There is light at the end of the tunnel. Although, to be fair, the tunnel isn't completely pitch black. It's actually got a few sparkly lights, even windows in it leading me through. Basically, it's been a wonderful semester. I just got back from Barcelona 10 days ago (it was lovely! much much better than I expected)... and a final christmas shopping trip to London this past weekend (yes london still remains in my top two cities!).

Now, I'm finishing up (or um, well, starting in some cases) my assessments that are due next week. I'm rather stressed about them actually. Well, not really. Considering I'm not stressed enough to always sit down and work on them. But yea, for the first time, school work is really and truly hanging over my head. So that's a new one.

Anyway... its really kinda hard to focus on school work when all I want to do is hang out with friends here, talk to friends at home, dream about christmases in lancaster, and think about the experiences I've had, and all the ones I now WANT to have.

Which brings me to what I want for Christmas. Really, all I want is to be home and travel at the same time. Make sense? Probably not. But, I dont really need anything. Yea, I could probably use some new perfume, you know, so the europeans don't think we americans are smelly. And some nice cuddly socks (socks are probably the most underrated item of clothing in my opinion). But other than that... I don't need stuff. I've actually been thinking the past year or two about how much stuff I really do have. And I'd like to give back...

Another thing I've been doing instead of school work is looking up missions and work opportunities. I have absolutely nothing nailed down. I could do a summer, a week, a semester, a year... I could go to China, Africa, India, Israel, Louisiana, or even PA. I don't know. I desperately wish I wasn't locked into being at penn state next year... cuz I'd really like to keep traveling and do missions work somewhere abroad. But, I'll have to find another opportunity that fits a little better... if that's whats meant to be. But really... it's been on my heart a lot... and kinda challenging me. I'd like to be able to go a summer without working... but since I will continue to spend this year spending money on my travels... I should probably earn something. BUT here I am stressing about worldly things. AGAIN. haha.

Anyway... this is me rambling... and potentially angering my mother that I'm not even back yet and i might want to leave again (ha! not really... i miss home a lot... i just realise how much more there is to see and experience out there)...

So, ciao for now... perhaps the next time I update I'll be celebrating with some fantastic turkey hill eggnog and momma brady christmas butter cookies :)

Thanksgiving

Ill keep this one short...

I expected on one of the best American holidays to feel more homesick than ever. I've learned though, that home is what you make it. Yesterday we had an incredible thanksgiving meal together... all of us Americans cooking our favorite dishes for each other, and our swedish and english friends. We impressed ourselves, I think. None of us had ever had to make thanksgiving without the watchful eyes of mom and grandma. Nor did we ever have to organize it ourselves.

Needless to say, pilgrim and indian headdresses were made (we are education majors after all), and "i'm thankful fors" were said over piles of stuffing, sweet potatoes, and pumpkin pie.

It was an amazing group. Its been an amazing semester so far. As much as I miss home... I'm starting to feel like I actually have a place here now... so I'm going to be very sad to say goodbye.

But for now, I'm off to Barcelona for my last trip of the semester! Updates to follow

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone. and God Bless you! I'm so grateful for everything this year has brought me

J'adore Paris

I'm back from a weekend in Paris with a few of the American girls in our program. It was a lovely weekend... very exhausting... as we had to go to London first to get our Swedish residency permits stamped in... and then get to the train station to take the chunnel to France. (Ps. Rihanna was at the train station arriving from Paris right as we left... I didn't see her because I was in the bathroom, but still... that was cool... kinda made me feel like a little jet setter!)

Speaking of which... I'm becoming rather fond of my passport. We are new friends... have only been in each other's lives for about a year... but recently, we've been spending all kinds of time together. Like wow. All of a sudden I've been in a couple continents... I've been BACK to places I'd never thought I'd get to even once in my lifetime. And all of this information is contained inside a bitty little packet of pages (that i may or may not thoroughly enjoy paging through :))

You may find it weird that I'm dwelling on my passport, when in all actuality I should be detailing the sites and sounds of Paris (FYI we did the Eiffel Tower twice, the arc d' triomphe, notre dame, the outside of the louvre, some fun touristy shopping, good eating, girl bonding, etc)... but really I find it a hard place to describe. On the one hand, I was pleasantly surprised by the city... and on the other, I feel like there is so much more to explore there. Additionally I was really sick the entire weekend and barely had enough energy to walk around, let alone frolic and play - as i'm prone to doing.

The most eye opening thing about Paris was how I felt when I got home (or rather, back to Bognor). For me, France was the first foreign country I've been to this semester that "I haven't been to before." I've seen a lot of new things, yes. But France is the first new country. And I really didn't find it all that different. Paris actually reminded me of a conglomeration of London and Rome (which is probably blasphemous or something).

Anyway, like I was saying... when I got back from Paris, I realized that I had very low expectations for it from the beginning. There's quite a stereotype that the French (or Parisians in particular) aren't the friendliest of folk. A few people I've talked to didn't agree... but on the whole, most people (including me) are rather wary of going to Paris (with no knowledge of French and basically a giant "im an american" stamp plastered to their forehead).

I found that nearly every French person (whether random person on the metro or shop owner or restauranteer) was very friendly. And I got to thinking, hmm maybe I should go back home and tell everyone how nice the French are. But then I realized... well all those people I talked to... I didn't really believe them when they told me about their experiences, so why would anyone believe me?

In this round about way, I'm trying to say, that it all comes down to personal experience. Everywhere I go I remember the sites and sounds and languages... but I really remember the people that I met, and the attitudes they had. No matter how many pictures of England, Italy, Greece, Turkey, Egypt, or France I show my friends... they won't quite get the feel of a place. So, while it's obviously good to abolish stereotypes... I think I'm going to spend more time encouraging others to explore their own worlds... and figure out what misconceptions they have that need to be broken down.

That's why it's hard for me to talk about specific places. While Paris was wonderful and beautiful and all of us girls agreed we want to go back someday with a man in tow, I don't have many details.

All I can say is get out there... explore... figure this stuff out for yourself. cuz its so much better to live life first hand!

I am just so thankful that I have this opportunity to see the world... that more than once I've stepped out of a metro station platform and looked around and sighed in disbelief "I can't believe I'm here." It's still kind of mind boggling. I've seen the eiffel tower? what? parliament? the coliseum? the vatican? the acropolis? the pyramids?

whoa. God is good.

Mocha Italia

So I'm sitting in Costa Coffee... avoiding schoolwork, uploading pictures, loving my creme brulee latte, and dreaming of Italy. Hence: Mocha Italia (sidenote, the poster on the wall says mocha italia is the name of the blend of coffee bean costa uses. you wanted that information, I'm sure).

Anyway, Italy.

It's been almost a week since we've been back. By we, I mean me, the other Megan, Melissa, and Tim. The four American students in our program who chose Italy for our fall "study break." The other group of students did Ireland and Scotland (super jealous btw)... but I guess for all of us it was a big dream to go to italy. I, however, have already been there. So why Italy? Well basically I love the country. It sounds lame and totally fake to say I really love the "vibe" but its true. There are few places in the world where I feel like I could fit in (even as the obvious American)... and Italy is one of them. More specifically, Venice. After our family tour of europe this summer, most of us came out of it singing Venezia's praises to the heavens... so i was anxious to go back. I was actually sortanervous to take the other three there... im sorta jealously protective. On the one hand, I wanted to show off my favorite city in the world... but on the other, I was semi-afraid they weren't going to love it the way I did. Not that it really matters... beauty is in the eye of the beholder obviously, but still... i was nervous.

Suffice it to say, they all really enjoyed the trip. The gelato, the pictures, the people, everything. I breathed a very heavy sigh of relief, and just sunk in and enjoyed myself. It was nice not to hav

e to feel like I needed to see everything Venice had to offer. In a sense, I had already seen the big important touristy stuff. This time around I got to eat, wander aimlessly, and take pictures at my leisure. Our group was very chill. We'd go back to our campsite (about a 20 min water taxi from the main island... we had really great little cabins, there was a nice restaurant, an

d lots of little kittens we made friends with!) and eat, talk, play cards. It was a vacation. And it was wonderful. Ps. my new favorite gelato: nutella. really kinda stoked about it.

We also went to Roma, which was fantastic as well... certainly more touristy... but nonetheless... i love the city. an actual city I'd be a "city girl" for. I got to revisit my favorite sculptures, sites, and of course, the basilica.

Its an awfully strange experience visiting places that I've already been before... when those places are london, rome, and venice. Its almost like a part of me feels already at home, in a foreign country. the weird part is that i got more homesick visiting rome and venice than i have been while being here in bognor. around every corner I'd see a statue kyle and duncan posed with, the gelato place we stalked, or the restaurant we ate at on our first night in venice. it was certainly a different experience doing italy "on the cheap with my college friends" than tra

ipsing through europe with my family (although admittdly that was on the cheap as well). While I don't have any new checkmarks to record on my list (ie, visit a new country like ireland, scotland, or wales)... I feel like thats ok. I'll get there one day... and until then, well, I'm going to paris next week. so that'll be a big ole check mark.

Another adventure, albeit a small one, was visiting Oxford yesterday. It's a beautiful city with a lot of history (and of course some involving my boy henry viii), culture, education, and religion. Although, scholar that I am, I was most looking forward to seeing the Great Hall at Christ Church (part of the college as well) where Harry Potter's Great Hall took inspiration and filming from. Yes, I am that girl.

And yes, I miss harry potter very much. It has now been more than two months since I've read a harry potter book... andI am jonesing for one! But, scholar that I am... I'm trying to pass

this semester, and I really need to get cracking on my studies. Like whoa, it's a problem. This

may be the first time I'm mildly stressed about college work. Its a tad bit unnerving. So I'm gon

na shut up about the great loves of my life (coffee, italy, and harry) and proceed to the piles of books I actually need to read.

Ciao!

ps. i just spent about 30 minutes trying to put pictures up in the blog... and it messed up all the writing (so if theres any errors, i promise... it made sense initially). Just go on facebook for photos! Or i'll add more another time

Fearless? Part 1

I mentioned a few blogs back (don't ask which one, I of course do not remember) that I'd one day get around to talking about my whole idea of "fearlessness."

Fearless. ah. well. hmm.

I suppose I could introduce you to the topic by telling you a bit about "taylor days." There's this girl, I dunno if you've heard of her, but her name is Taylor Swift. She sings. Actually, she's like the biggest selling artist in the country (the US that is) right now. She sings country/pop music. Now, I fully recognize that doesn't sound on the super appealing side. Well, obviously it appeals to "the masses"... but maybe not so much to those of you who, like me, were raised on Led Zeppelin, Queen, The Kinks, AC/DC and who sang The Who songs at age 2.

However, there is a huge part of me whose music choices don't perfectly reflect the playlist of Pat, Kyle, and Duncan Brady. That part of me would be called "The Girly Side." Or, as the three aforementioned men would say "The Princess Side." Irrelevant really... but suffice it to say... I have a varied taste in music... but yes, I like taylor swift... and her girliness.

Anyway, this whole seemingly random tangent about some singer named taylor is relevent, because her most recent album is titled "Fearless." I may or may not have spent almost an entire year listening to the album on repeat. In my apartment, on my walks to class, during class, at the gym, in the car, on airplanes, you name it. Considering the musicality isn't Pete Townshend quality, you may rightfully be confused. What it comes down to for me, is the lyrics. People love taylor because she gets it. At least one of her songs relates to every girl... when your heart got broken, when you fell for your best guy friend, when your mom was your only best friend all through highschool, when you had to break someone elses heart, or, when you experienced what it means to be "fearless."

She describes being fearless as is not the absence of fear. It’s not being completely unafraid. Fearless is having fears and doubts. And living in spite of the things that scare you to death. It's having the faith that one day, things will change. Being fearless is letting go, and moving on. Being fearless is believing in love stories and prince charmings and happily ever after.

Needless to say, I have my fears. Fears ranging from pigeons, to dogs, to singing in public, to falling in love, to allowing myself to believe in that hopeless romantic nonsense and WAIT for it, to getting my heart broken, to being away from my family and friends, to not being in control, to failing. I'm full of them.

So fearless is a pretty good anthem for me... the girl who stopped being adventurous around age 12. Why? Im not sure. I guess when you cease to perform gymnastics every day, have a daring personality goes as well. Really though, I've never been particularly brave. I've always been terrified of getting in trouble, of messing up, of not doing well in school, of being judged.

I think the biggest problem I have is control. I hate not being in control. Of anything really. Its something God has really been putting on my heart in the past year. Letting Go, and Letting God. I've heard it a million times before... but it doesnt make it any easier. However, God has his own way of shaking up my complacency. I say complacency and not contentedness... because I think contentedness connotates being right in my relationship with God. I say complacency because I was playing it safe.

I started praying about a year and half ago for something to change... for God to fill me, overwhelm me, remove my fears. Instead of removing my fears... he added more... but is giving me the strength to overcome them. Freshman year of college i NEVER would have been able to commit to leaving penn state (my family and friends and country) to travel to England and Sweden. Then bam, 1 year later, as a sophomore, I found myself accepting the offer to join the program. For the first time in my life I wasn't scared of losing my friends, I was simply sad to leave them. Don't get me wrong. God is doing some serious work in me right now. I may be somewhat adventurous now (and admittedly, fiercely independent... and as I've discovered recently, rather stubborn)... but I do have a lot of fears, and a lot of issues in myself to deal with. This control issue included.

Being here the past month and half has really opened my eyes to how much I need power over myself and my situation. It's very difficult for me to rely on public transportation here... to rely on someone else cooking my dinner... to rely on three different universities failing to communicate between one another over MY life and education. Ergo, the letting go, and letting God. It's a constant... and rather treacherous struggle for me. To be honest, it doesnt always go well. I have an issue letting people in. So letting God truly rule my life is a bit of a challenge. Deep breath. prayer. now moving on.

So this is getting to be a rather lengthy post of nothingness... I'll return to the subject at a later date. However, I will add... that I am leaving for Italy (its our fall break here) in two days. With no parents, no particular plans besides a hostel reservation, 1 backpack and hardly enough money to buy some straciatella gelato. This is me, being fearless. And SO not a princess ;)

Cheers!
ps. Francesca Battistelli is a Christian singer with some taylor swift "I'm speaking directly to you Meghan Brady" type qualities. I'm currently rocking out to "Unpredictable" and "I'm Letting Go." You should too :)

The Great Outdoors

So, the jury is still out on which season is my favorite...

I adore the summer sun, going to the beach, and being tan; I love spring flowers, fresh rain, and the start of men's volleyball season; In the winter I live in cozy sweaters, devour my mom's hot chocolate (whether fair-trade spicy, or williams sonoma with gourmet marshmallows), and could watch the snow fall on Christmas Day for hours. But then there's fall... the crisp wind, multicolored leaves, the ultimate soccer season, hot apple cider, light scarves and hats, and rosy cheeks.

Mmm fall. I don't know that its my favorite season.. but I've been feeling rather keen on fall lately. Last weekend, we took a bus to the city of Bath... about a 2 hour drive away. Now, I don't credit Bath with perfecting the season of fall... but we had the perfect autumn day. We spent the day touring the ancient Roman Baths (the only natural hot springs still bubbling in Britain)... walking through the shops, admiring the royal crescent (buildings designed in a massive horseshoe shape)... and "frolicking" through Victoria Park's gardens.

Oh the frolicking. Let me explain. It was either go tour the Jane Austen Museum (believe me, I wanted to), or enjoy the gorgeousness of the day and take fun pictures of each other, ala America's Next Top Model: Bath. I took pictures :) Kind of out of character for me, enjoying being in the pictures.. but I couldnt help it. I just was loving being outside. We did some tree climbing, leaf throwing, senior portrait reenactments, statue mimicking, and general funness. good. times. All in all, BIG fan of Bath. Beautiful town, lovely people, lots of history = Meghan Approved.

Later this week my autumn lovin continued... we had our first "Environmental Day" for the elementary teaching science class I'm in. We were divided into different groups and went to a forest about 20 minutes away. The science professors had different stations, and we basically participated in a college version of a "forest school." Forest schools were invented in Sweden (I know, I guess it does make sense that I'm going there!) when there wasn't enough classroom space to be had... so students spent the majority of their time outside... doing cross-curricular activities. They were wildly successful, and spread to Wales, and now England.

In our "forest school" at Seeley Copse in Goodwood I learned how to identify Sycamore (which are forest invader trees... so its ok that we used their bark to make necklaces), how to use a handsaw, make popcorn over a fire, whittle, make coal to decorate our sycamore pendants, use clay to make a candle holder, and make hot chocolate with our own mini-fires. I love my major.

My group was so much fun... and (lame as it sounds) I made a lot of new friends, and had a great time being outside, hiking, and enjoying nature. When did I become so into the outdoors? I didn't get it from my mom... and i'm so not into camping as a vacation, but really... I love it.

Additionally, I finally found a gym... and about 2/3 of our group decided to join as well. It's not cheap, but its about as cheap as we can find... and I'm starting to feel a little bit more at home. I still haven't got the hang of the schoolwork here (I simply can't make myself read book after book two months before a project is due... which I know, will be killing me come 2 months from now... but I can't do it). I miss PSU classes where minimal studying is involved... and I feel very in my element. But I guess feeling out of my element is good. It's a growing experience.

More growing to come in a few weeks time... about 10 days from now I leave for Italy with some friends... then we're headed to Paris... and then Spain. My bank account is rapidly diminishing... but such is life.

I'm starting to feel like theres so much more for me to do... like after this year, I'm not going to be done with this travel thing. As much as I LOVE teaching... and know that I'm supposed to do it, and I'm great at it... I've been having this feeling that God has really big plans for me. Which is really exciting. I dont know when or where these big plans come about... but I'm feeling so much less limited lately... as in... even though I dont have a lot, money isn't holding me back. Even though I'm not that naturally brave... I'm learning not to hold myself back. God is bigger than all of the stuff I think is preventing me from being one of those people who has crazy, interesting, fearless stories to tell about their life... one of those people whose story isn't done being written at 22 when they come back from a study abroad and graduate college.

Anyway... that rambling probably doesnt make any sense... but basically... life is good... God is good... I'm loving the cold weather (and loving that it hasn't snowed here yet... unlike at PSU :)) and i'm ready for more. whatever that means.

Wicked

It's been awhile, but here's an update...

I love England. Like the Brits say (sometimes), it's pretty wicked. Wicked gorgeous, wicked expensive, wicked wicked wicked.

Really though, I titled it wicked because the other weekend, in Londontown... we saw the show Wicked. FINALLY!!! I've been wanting to see it for years. And i did. I feel like I'm making major life checkmarks... you know my life "to-do list?" Its getting shorter. Which is pretty wicked cool.

Anywhoo, round two of london was great... it was nice to feel semi in control... I really understand the layout of london and know where to go, what i like. So i'm only partially touristy :) It remains one of my favorite world cities. (Sorry... Venice is still #1)

When we got back from london, a few of us went to Portsmouth... which is obviously a port town, with a really nice harbor (aka baltimore!) Anywhoo... it was a good time... doing the museumy thing, touring some boats... good times. We went back again with the whole group the next weekend to explore the nightlife, and stay at a friend's house.

I've had some more classes... went into a "nursery school" (age 4-5) and observed there... so fun! It was a nice reminder of why I love my major. The class was great... and the teacher was very my style, and gave me a lot of ideas for any future classrooms. Plus, there was a room of 28 4 year olds who did spot on impressions of charlie bit me!

A few of us went to a neighboring seaside called littlehampton for some ice cream after school the other day, and today we went back to chichester to do some shopping, and actually go inside the cathedral (which was built by the normans soon after 1066!)

The most exciting interesting development this past week has been meeting a few people my age from the church we've been attending. On wednesday night there is a young adult group that meets, basically just to talk, and grow, and pray. Its very very small... 3 americans and 1 swede went, and pretty much doubled the size of the group, but it was definitely a good time to just talk and pray. Afterwards we went to southdowns, a local pub to talk some more. Yes, in england, bible studies go to pubs. The thing about england though, is while they are a predominately christian country... apparently they cant walk around town wearing shirts that say "wwjd" or "nonconformist" or "loser" with bible verses on the backs. It is apparently much easier, and more widely accepted to be a homosexual here than it is to be a "practicing christian."

So Ive been thinking a lot about what it means to be a practicing christian. Obviously church attendance isnt necessarily related to your commitment to Christ or your personal relationship or faith. But its funny how the way I live my life, here is viewed (and has been called) "super religious", while at home I sometimes feel like I'm running to keep up with people whose lives are completely on fire for God. I'm in a really exciting place in my walk right now... and its obviously not always wise to compare myself to others, because everyone is different... it is just really eye-opening to see how my role has changed here. I'm viewed as a pretty solid girl at home... but I have my shortcomings and weaknesses in my faith. These all still exist, but here, the overall outsider view of me is as a really good christian girl whose always reading praying and writing. I'm ok with that. It's just weird being more of an example, rather than a part of a large group of people who it is not uncommon to see chilling in coffee shops with a bible.

i have more to say on the topic, obviously, but for now... i wanted to comment on the beauty of skype. i talked to sooo many people last night. which was great... but ive learned that hearing voices from home (and seeing everyones beautiful faces) makes waves of homesickness appear a little bit more rapidly. don't stop skyping me, just be aware... that while i have yet to cry (and am planning on not letting it happen)... y'all make it hard

peace and love,
meg

Arundel Castle with the Cohorts

The past few days have been spent in all of our new classes... which (like I said on Monday) are long, but pretty interesting. Just like at Penn State though, I change my mind at the last minute as to which classes I want to take, cuz it just makes life interesting.

Well, instead of taking a computer games in education class (which was a really good first lesson), I'm transferring into a Citizenship, Race, and Ethnicity class. I looked at the syllabus, and its going to be really interesting. I've been channeling my cultural, sociological and historical side lately.

For example, today, we took a train from Bognor to Arundel and walked to the Castle. It was beautiful... exploring the gardens, the castle, climbing the windy-tiny steps up to the top of the "keep" where most of the fortification was. Needless to say, my inner nerd was quite at peace. The bonus was that two of the U.K. students in our program, and the 3 Swedish kids came along as well (aka, our cohorts)... so we've been doing quite a bit of bonding. It's rather amazing that so far we've all been getting along pretty well. Although, it was nice today to break off into smaller groups of four when we went around the Castle... sometimes I feel like a little duckling... and am rather hindered? by walking with an entire group... even though I'm having fun. It's nice to be intimate.

While I'm on the discussion of history, and potentially taking a class that might not transfer as what I need for education (who the heck knows at this point), I do know that I could get the class to transfer as a history or geography credit, which would be cool also (since, until 6 months ago, I was working toward a history major). I doubt I can still make that work... but all the same, I don't think I'm ruling it out for good. Additionally, I'm not ruling out teaching secondary ed (history, and then history education were my initial majors). I'm in elementary education now (which I'm completely interested in, and what I love to do). BUT, I've realized I get bored rather easily... and am going to want options... potentially work in different types of school settings because I have so many interests.

The latest interest (although its been there forever really) has been math education. If you know me, I'm SO not a math brain. But I've gotten through some of the tougher classes by hardwork, teacher help, mom's guidance, and lots of tears (seriously). I've always thought of myself as not being good at math, but I never stopped to consider that I was mostly in the higher levels, which is an achievement in itself. I just didn't naturally click every concept. Over the years I've tutored people my age (or younger) in math... mainly algebra1,2, or geometry. And I can do that. I can understand math concepts in math terms... but explain them to non-math brains, like myself. So, that long rant was pretty much my way of saying that I'll be also going for my middle school math certification after graduation. Pretty unimportant for you all to know... but runs along the vein of me not limiting myself anymore... being open minded... learning more about what I enjoy... and not stressing about classes fitting and transferring perfectly.

A good friend encourages people in her blog to find "beauty in the imperfections." My perfectionist nature goes against this... but I've been striving the past few years to let go, and just let life happen with God's control. I'm becoming an adventurer (who still does a bit of worrying and planning of course), which I never thought I'd be.

That was a super ADD post... one of these days I'm going to talk about my 2008-2010 battle with fearlessness... since its kinda been my anthem... it should make all my ramblings a lot more sensible.

peace and love :)

Mighty to Save

Everyone needs compassion,
a love that's never failing,
let mercy fall on me.

Everyone needs forgiveness,
the kindness of a Savior,
the hope of nations...

Savior, he can move the mountains.
My God is Mighty to Save, he is mighty to Save.
Forever, author of salvation,
he rose and conquered the grave,
Jesus conquered the grave...

Shine your light and let the whole world see,
we're singing, for the glory of the risen King,
Jesus

... Ah Hillsong. How I've missed you.

Okay, let's be fair... I haven't been to ACF in what, 2 weeks? That's not long at all. Well, apparently it is. I can't tell you how instantly relaxed and content I felt as soon as the worship band at the English church I visited started playing. Not just any Hillsong song, MY SONG. There's something about Mighty to Save that has always grabbed me. To be fair, it wasn't nearly as musically awesome at acf (no ridiculous electric guitar or anything)... but it was fantastic. I'm actually fairly certain that I'm not going to shop around for churches. I found it on try #1. And I didn't even pick it. Erik, one of the Swedish students' host mom offered to take a few of us to her church on Sunday. Thank. The. Lord. haha.

Well, the brits have church figured out a bit better I think... after the songs (like 5 or 6 of them) and announcements and stuff they have a 10-15 minute tea and coffee break/greeting time. Its awesome. You get to talk, eat, drink, meet people, etc. I had pretty much decided already that this was my church before the sermon... but I resolved to hear it out and be unbiased (and not just choose on music and everything thus far). The sermon was about being a "contagious christian." BINGO!!

That's why I'm here. I'm not the type of person to just talk about what I believe in, and I'm definitely not the type of person who thinks that what I believe is the one and only truth. But, I do know that I love God and people... and that I get such peace, joy, and fulfillment from my relationship with Jesus and living my life for him and through him. In "Mighty to Save" it talks about that as well... just being a light. Letting other people see the joy you get from God and not temporary fixes... being grounded in beliefs. The speaker talked about being "attractive" to other people in the sense that they should see something different in you, something exciting and appealing... my love for God shouldn't be hidden, a secret. I want people to know there's something special about me from the start.

I don't think that my purpose for coming here has been to necessarily minister to other people... I think the fact that I'm here is a good opportunity to put into practice what I already know... I'm supposed to minister all the time. But am I strong enough to not change what I know to be true about me and my life simply because I'm in a different location? definitely a constant prayer of strength and persistence for me right now.

On a lighter? note, school started today. Whoa are classes different. A few hours long once a week, rather than the psu way. That's okay with me. No tests, also okay with me. One big project, okay with me... except you simply can't procrastinate because we HAVE to use the library. Uh-Oh. Can I get a collective groan from University Park? Yea, I'm not big into using the library unless it's online with the CAT or ProQuest. Or, if I'm going inside simply for UCM scavenger hunt purposes. So that'll be different. But, I met the rest of the British kids in our program today, which is great. They are excited to take us around England in the coming months.

Speaking of which (i know the post is getting lengthy... sorry!), Planning travel is a pain in my rump (how English am I right?) It would be easy if it was just me... but we have at least 10 people... some who want to do things one way, some another. Oh its super stressful... and its already beginning to take its toll on me. I like to be relaxed and "do whatever," but at the same time... I know that I feel more comfortable if I'm the one planning and looking into everything. It's just a lot of stress and responsibility. So far nothing's been decided... but we'll get there. Ah.

Well, I'm off for now... Jo and Dick are calling for dinner (which should be about a 3 hour period of time... they are TALKERS!!!)

Ciao!
ps. Saw the VMA video of Kanye tearing up my girl Taylor. Cheer her up and listen to the new Boys like Girls ft. Taylor Swift song "Two is Better than One." K. Great, thanks!

Let's talk about English weather shall we?

4 Days, 0 Precipitation

I was under the impression that it would be dreary, rainy, and dark. FALSE. (black bear! ... kidding). Literally the past 4 ish days I've been here have been gorgeous... sunny skies... t shirts... flip flops. Although, it probably drops about 40 degrees when the sun plays hide and seek with the clouds (or those crazy coastal winds decide to pick up).

Anywhoo, I mention the weather because its one of the opposites I've found so far. I expected it to be gross all the time, it is not. Another one: I expected public transportation to be easy: it is not. We're working out the kinks and will eventually have it sorted, but so far my sense of direction is a lot bit pathetic. As are the state of my poor feet. Apparently walking in England for 4 days gives me more blisters than 3 weeks of European excursions on even cobblier streets. (yes i'm also inducting cobblier to the dictionary). So thats a big surprise. Although, I'm kind of okay with it. Its proof to me that I'm being active. Since I'm so directionally challenged, I'm semi uncomfortable going on even a mile or so jog... I will get lost. So, its been quite a while since I've done any running... and I'm getting antsy! ha!

Who would have thought I'd ever say that right? Another opposite I've found... I'm the one who wants to do the long walks... get a little lost... who isn't buying the delicious blueberry muffins (sigh). I'm having so much fun soaking up everything I'm seeing, its almost like I don't have to actually buy any of it (adorable clothing stores included... thus far ;)) Additionally, I almost feel like if I do buy one thing, that will get me going and I'll just want to buy everything! I keep seeing great stuff for people at home... but to be honest... I don't know how I'd afford anything, or more importantly, how I'd get it home!

Regardless, the aforementioned cuteness relates to Chichester... which yes, is the name of my school. There are two campuses though, and mine (the tiny one) is in Bognor. The larger campus is in Chichester (about a 30 min bus ride). So we took that today and walked around campus and the downtown (which is much bigger and gorgeous). There are some Roman ruins and other buildings dating back to about 11o0. Plus there is Kate Moss's clothing store, some great bakeries, and there was an open air market that gave out bunches of free samples. It is awesome. Everything is wider, prettier, there are more cottagey looking homes... parks... etc.

Speaking of parks... our group chilled in a park talking and eating lunch for about an hour. So far its been the 3 Swedish kids and the Americans. We got talking about our sore feet and Melissa mentioned she wanted a piggy back. They were super confused, so I hopped on Melissa's back to show them... they DO NOT piggy back in Sweden (let alone birdie on a perch!) They were laughing hysterically and also explained that a pig does not "oink" it "nuff nuffs". Which pretty much made my day. (And made up for all the obnoxious and creepy catcalls and honking Brittany and I get every time we walk down the street. Really people? It's dark... ya cant even see what we look like! hahaha).

Anywhoo... super excited for tonight... most of us are pretty spent, so we're hosting a movie night at our homestay... unfortunately none of my movies work in the British dvd players... so who knows what we'll watch... but we bought snacks! (Yes mom... i've been to a few grocery stores :)) I'm so glad we have a host family that allows us to do chill stuff like this, and not be pressured to leave the house at night.

Now I'm off for a traditional English breakfast, for Supper! What could be better than eggs, bacon, sausage, mushrooms, tomatoes... yum yum

You're in England Love!

So my first official post comes to you after my first official day in England! Still a little jet lagged and definitely a little disoriented when I walk around, but it's been great here so far. Got here safely and easily. God is good :)

The program I'm in with school (in case you don't know), is a year long... I spend my first semester here in Bognor Regis in West Sussex England at the University of Chichester. Next semester, I'm off to Jonkoping Uni in Sweden. BUT, we are not talking about Sweden yet. One thing at a time, kapish?? Anyway, its for College of Education Students (from Sweden and the UK as well)... and we're definitely already doing lots of learning...

We learned to look left before we cross streets, not say "pants", but trousers... (pants means underwear fyi), and that we definitely stick out like sore thumbs :) Even though public transportation is "easy," everything is still super expensive here, and there's about 12 different ways to get to one place... which actually makes it complicated.

On a lighter note, my host parents are fantastic. Typical dry English humor, uber friendly, adorable house, could sit and talk at dinner forever! Brittany (my roommate) and I are loving it here, and LOVING the fact that we aren't alone.

I realize this is an epically boring blog thus far... don't you worry. It will get better. Will it? Hopefully. I guess I just wanted to get all the technicalities out of the way first... I plan on telling funny stories and adding my opinions, thoughts, beliefs, and all that super fun jazz later. To be frank, I haven't yet decided what this blog is intended for. Initially, I decided I'd do it to keep everyone updated so I wouldn't have to tell the same stories 27 hundred times. Lately though, Ive been thinking that maybe I could share a little more than the basics... more about me, my life, my faith, my fears, my friendships too. We shall see!

Until then I'll remember what my bus driver said today when I straight up told him I was confused... "It's okay you've got a smile, love. You'll be alright."

Cheers!